Craving, thats what I have, and what for? None other than love, I just want it, and I want a free spirit, someone who listens to my kind of music and is laid back but fun, and crazy but cool. Everything I want is so hard to find, I have a someone now, but the more I am around him the more I come to the conclusion he is not enough to handle me. I love spotenaity, he likes to always know what he is doing and when he is doing it.
I just want that feeling again, that hapiness as long as you are with that one person and more often then not I find myself wanting to be happier when I am with him.
You know it is stil hard to tell, because I know myself and I know I always mess good things up its in my nature, so I dont really know what I want...which is ironic since I know myself right? So when will it all come together when will I figure it all out. I dont know...and I wont until it happens but I cant help longing for it to just...happen.